wow! it's been a while! just had some PASTAAAA~~!(0.5 Euro for anybody that gets that) so I am happy right now but I just had the worst 3 weeks of my life.
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Like I told you, before New Year's eve my mom told me she wanted to trow herself off a tall building. After, my dad was fighting with my mom and me and he told me that my little bro' isn't his son. Yeah... not really the best thing to hear. Sometimes I think my family will fall apart before my eyes and I hate it. I am tired and depressed and I have inferiority issues and ...
Found some old mail from when I was 15 and I laughed my a** off. I really was desperate. And so am I now. I wanted to rule the world. Yeah... good old times ...
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The good parts off these past few weeks were: my new necklace - watch, made some money off a project, I raised a few of my grades and ... yeah ...
My new obsession is the song Dirty little secret by The All-American Rejects. It is awesome and because of it I made thin pic:
... which is exactly how I really think about the world ... about people and such. Maybe I over exaggerated again when I made it but I was kind of depressed ...
I really want to thank my "except one" for being there for me and all and I wanna say to her: "Even if I never won anything in my life I still am the luckiest person in the world because I met you! love u much!!! " (cheesy right? ) and sorry to all those that lost my trust or still have some of it but it just isn't as much as I need ...
Today's song: Dirty little secret - The All-American Rejects
Good bye!
P.S. Friends and family are better then anything so keep them close!
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