what was I saying about friends a while ago? can i subtract that? Not everything ... just ... that part when i depend on them ... because they hurt me a lot sometimes. Maybe it's just me and I act as a spoiled brat ... but I was invisible for 3/4 of my life and now I thought that I am worth something and some people will actually see me and not just point at me and start laughing. I actually thought I had somebody in the world that knows when I hurt ... but it looks like I was wrong. ... No shit Sherlock one would say ... Pain of others really is a delight for some ... really ... Life is such a leaving nightmare ... (that's one hell of a paradox)
Todays' song: In The End - Linkin Park (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5AWbgkRpYwc)
bye! (really love avatars! they can really express any feeling i have ... )
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