halloween ... no party for me ...

Bonjour! (I like a to speak in many languages)

Two days till Halloween and in my country we don't take it too serious ... but I do. I would like to dress up and have a party. PARTY!!!! But no. God I hate my crappy home town and my crappy country and my shitty life ...
I am still going to walk around town dressed like a cowgirl and one of my friends will be all dead and stuff ...

I lack awesome cloths. Actually if it weren't for my awesome few friends I would have never thought of being an open minded person. I think if it weren't for them i would be full of hate and such.... probably would have been into smoking and alcohol or any other stupid habit ... right now i just watch animes like a retard.

yeah .. second problem today: Life like an American movie!  ... meaning: I like this guy and he doesn't know it ... well ... one day I was walking backwards because I was talking to him and telling him one of my stupid jokes, and i stumbled on the teachers desk and hit my hip. It hurt like hell and some of my school friends (to whom I pretend to be normal and whom have no idea of how I really am) started laughing their buts off. "Just like an American movie!". (Now I remember that at his 18th birthday party they kind of shoved him into me. ... :"> *blushy me*). They also laughed because some time ago I broke one of my heels when i was leaving a club (where I was dragged by them) because i was talking to an ex-boyfriend and I slipped on some stairs. (thank God i didn't break anything else).

Oh ... so ... I wander what's your "American movie" memory? Or if not, got any Halloween plans?

See you later unknown dreamer!
 до свидания!


(sorry if it's wrong ... blame Google translate ... )

P.S. Today's song -> Queen - Bicycle Race (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GugsCdLHm-Q)